A love so longly made
A love that took years
A love that over-whelmed
Has gone away

Fading into the deep night sky
The feelings once felt
Get pulled away

I know that life gets tough
And things seem too hard
But a love so strong
Should never go untouched

I always thought you'd be there
As I always am for you when you need
But lately there's been too much happening
And my belief in it is hopeless

Sitting and thinking in my grove
Days and nights flowing past
And not a word was spoken
My heart plummets to the ground

Knowing that I was your first love
But obviously not your only and last
Crushes me over and over again
Like a nightmare haunting me in my sleep

The feeling follows everywhere
Mood swings develop
Not knowing how to act
Putting on a show for people

Not letting them see how much it hurts
How much it hurts not to be with you
How much it hurts not to love you
How much it hurts not to hold you

The pain I cannot bare any longer
A feeling of forgotteness
Spreads over my soul
Darkening it at every thought of you

I love you, and I forever will
I will be by your side whenever you need it
I will take care of you when you are ill
I will be there to comfort you in times of pain

I am a friend and love for life
But jealousy shows a true side of me
One that wishes I could have you all
And be with you, every moment

To show you the love, I feel for you

Penned by my hand on the 2nd of Vita, in the year 438 AD.