I say the words and you turn away
Ignore everything I try and say
You refuse to accept the words you hear
You cant face the truth, cant face the fear
How can you hope to even look me in the eye?
After all the accusations and hurtful lies
Your words and untrue conclusions cut me deep
The promise to always love me was it too hard to keep?
I cant count the amount of pain I feel or tears I cried
Finally I had no choice but to lock the pain deep inside
Locked in my private hell my heart has turned colder than a stone
No where is safe for me not even home, I am always alone
I cant cry, no longer feel pain and am a stranger to sadness
I have finally built a wall to protect me from your madness
Thoughts of death is scaring me but a single tear I cannot shed
Its scaring me that I cannot feel, I am lost, my soul is dead

Penned by my hand on the 25th of Naturalis, in the year 438 AD.