Choices

I can't decide,
Should I or not?
To leave or to stay?
To wait it out another day?
I wander by, hour by hour;
Always hoping for the better,
But all I do is wait.

The powers-that-be are leading
But do I follow into the unknown?
Do I wander without direction
Or stay put in complacency?
My mind boggles with the possibilities
And I crawl back into the shell.

I can't decide... can't make up my mind.
What I need and what I feel;
Two different entities that are converging.
The events to follow my decisions
Could make a lot of people mad,
But so what if I'm happy for it?
Only time will tell...

Penned by my hand on the 22nd of Letum, in the year 572 AD.