Greetings Everyone,

I give my final farewell.

To some of you, you say it isn't truth, since I have felt like leaving
the realms forever many times. But today I have chosen it for real.
Under one condition.

I have lost the last tie that I had to the realms, the last thing that I
wanted to hold true to me. The last thing I had meaning for. It was
taken away this month, and I want it back. If it isn't returned to me,
then there is no point in me staying without it.

What is it you ask? It is obvious if you know me, if not here it is.
Adonis' love.

He left me over a lie. Something that if was told 30 years ago would of
been truth, and I sadly state that. But my life truly changed when that
man stepped into my life. My life was lived for him. My heart is in his
hands. Even now after the engagment of 100 months was broken. For those
that know me, the understand how much I truly loved this man. I never
looked at another man when my heart belonged to Adonis. I never thought
ill of him, always proudly stuck up for him, never listened to any words
spoken against him. I live in a guild which hates him, and they know
damn straight if anything happened and I had to choose between him, and
the guild, I would drop my skills, and live with nothing, as long as he
was there.

He is my guardian, and I lost him. So the realms lose me. I'm sure
plenty people are happy for the loss. But Adonis I openly tell the
world. I love you. Your my one true love. I here, knee humbly before
you, Adonis Kaziganthi, will you marry me? Will you be my hearts
Guardian. If not you cast my soul into hell, to live as a lost soul. If
the gods permit it I will suicide at your request.

In purposal of love,
Asuka

Penned by my hand on the 16th of Solis, in the year 462 AD.