Mathiu,

We haven't seen eye to eye in a long time. That is my fault, mainly. I
wanted what was best for Kinsarmar at the time, the same you did. Except
I was willing to sacrifice the city's values in order to achieve that.
Having now lived amongst demons and necromancers, and been one myself
again, I have come to realize that all those years ago...you were
correct, and I was wrong. Following the course of action that I did, in
rejecting Kinsarmar's and the Mage's core beliefs for the personal power
I needed to mold the city into something I thought would do better in
the world...I lost something of myself. I gave into my inner ambition,
my inner greed...and that has destroyed what I had left when you cast me
from Kinsarmar the second time.

I have left the ranks of Stavenn and demons now once more. For good.
Having lived there twice, I can say that the use of Necromancy, and the
summoning of demons. affects one's self and character in a negative
manner. I will not be going back. I do not know what the future holds
for me, but I do know that Stavenn, nor demons, will play a part in it.

I also wish to apologize to Kinsarmar as a whole for my actions.
Citizens of the Five Towers, I let all of you down. Even moreso as I
infiltrated the city, seething with anger and needing vengeance upon
those whom I thought wronged me. But, in fact, I was the one who wronged
them. Especially Lord Janus and His followers...who, in my rage with the
need for vindication, I cast down and spit upon. I do not ask for
forgiveness or acceptance, but this is something that needed to be said.

With the most sincerity,

Ryax Lokrien

Penned by my hand on the 24th of Ultio, in the year 495 AD.