Kana Hoo Aetherius,

I have done much pondering since the calamity that was the demon hordes
ravaging my home and so on. Perhaps it is realising how fragile life
really is and I would not like to go to be with my ancestors some day
without apologising for some things.


Firstly I am sorry to the arboreals and hunters in the world who I have
branded abusers of nature because of their selling herbs. I have come to
realise that the years we spend learning about these plants are wasted
if we are not going to practice the remedy preparing side of it and
indeed we add to the balance of life and death, renewal and so forth
when we are taking the lives of the plants we pick. I am not however
sorry, for people who amass hoards of herbs with the intention to become
rich for whatever purpose. Nor am I sorry to the inconsiderate people
who pick as much quince, wormwood and such things as they can before
Letum has even passed us. But to those genuine people who are just
trying to get by, I am sorry.

I am also sorry to Kinsarmar for calling your laws silly when I was
enemied, no matter how trivial I felt the matter was. You were just
doing what you felt was best and I should not have demanded special
treatment.

I am sorry to those who I insult over their choice of religion, be it
Wrath, Death, Ruin, I have no right to take the moral high ground and
spit on your beliefs because I believe they are wrong. If you were to do
the same to me, I should be most offended and so I am sorry for this. I
know I have upset friends in doing this.

I am sorry to Ithaqua for being rude about their way of life, much the
same as the above. Your home reminds me of my birthplace, the wolves are
quite similar and they do not bring back pleasant memories.


I am sorry to the friends and loves I have hurt and let down, more sorry
than I can put into words. People I have abandoned because they did not
agree with my beliefs, be they demon summoners or just on the wrong side
of an argument. People who have had their hearts broken because of my
decisions and actions.


I am sorry to the people I have shamed in my past rantings about demons
and I can only justify that when I am upset I am uncontrollable and it
does make me look silly and represent myself poorly.



Would you believe I only made this post to change my view on
concoctionists?
I obviously have a lot of remorse for the way I have spoken and acted
and in doing so I have made myself very vulnerable to many people. I
hope that people will respect my post and not make jokes or cruel
remarks at my expense.



I want to thank everyone who supports and loves me. I want to thank Lady
Asaka, my life She is. I want to thank Celidon for making me happier
than I have ever been, I really feel like I belong there and I want to
thank my puppies for giving me endless joy and a new meaning to my life
as a mother.



May the Wilds bless you all,


Mookie Mog Iolar

*paw print*

Penned by my hand on the 13th of Solis, in the year 434 AD.