Dearly Demented

This feeling...its like drowning, drowning so deep underwater. Youre
gasping for air finding none.

Its like a knife to your heart, the pain of emotion, undecided and
indescribable

Holding me, grabbing me this way, like a shark pulling me down into the
darkness, I can feel the pain of the teeth upon me.

Feeling you, not wanting you, wanting you out of me, like children
wanting the love of their mother, finding only betrayal, fear and pain,
pain and fear nothing and everything swirling through me

This is like lies, painful lies that I never wanted, I never heard, wish
Id never heard, even with you here, so close to me, pressed against me I
am alone,..So...so...so alone

-Desari

Lost

I can't stand this feeling of dread,
it hangs inside my mind.
You and I are were ment to be..
nothing is the same anymore.
You hide behind this wall,
and expect me to forgive everything.
I'm safe inside my mind,
the one place I can cry.
While you ruin everything
its crazy that I let you make me feel this way

-Desari


Penned by my hand on the 5th of Solis, in the year 589 AD.