Oh, dear Saadyia, do continue to whine and complain upon these boards.
It is quite amusing to see you grovel and beseech the world for pity.
Woe is you, Saadyia, poor mother and mistreated soul. I cast my scorn at
one such as yourself.

Given your accusations of my slaying my son, Alexander...you may still
be able to find pieces in Kinsarmar that the crows have not gnawed to
bits yet. If only you were able to get past your delusional thinking
that his destiny was with you, none of this would have happened. If you
had not stolen the infant from Stavenn when you fled, if you had not
played upon the dear honor of "Sir" Khidd to retrieve him...the boy
would still be with you today. You decided to turn your back upon the
Empire rather than embrace it, and chose to steal my son away from me to
raise him in an environment such as Kinsarmar. I was not about to let
that happen, dear Saadyia. The Empire comes first in all things, even
family. Which is why I refused your pleas to leave with you. The boy is
better off in Dis than growing up anything other than a Stavennite.

Now, on to your applications to Khandava and Celidon...why, praytell,
would they want an individual such as yourself, who is a proven criminal
and turncoat, to become a citizen? There is no reason. Do not blame your
past associations with me as your reasons for not being a member of
either Council...you did yourself in there, by -your- own actions.
Though, given your weakness and general personality, perhaps they should
have let you in. You'd get along nicely with either Khandava or Celidon.
The only rule there is don't stand up to fight back and give everything
for Nature...as long as it doesn't cost you profits in gold, or your
life.

So, in conclusion, dearest Saadyia...you have no one but yourself to
blame for current affairs. Go find yourself a nice man and pump out some
more babes if you wish. I really don't care. Perhaps even "Sir"
Khidd...you two would have some real nice children, yellowed feathers
and all.

Lord Kalil Anar

Penned by my hand on the 7th of Tenebrae, in the year 448 AD.