A few months ago, I had a brief discussion with Eloweth on magick and
its effects on Ithaqua. Heated words were exchanged, and I ended up
falling victim to Her panther. Obviously, the trip through Dis is one
weve all made a time or two, and Im not to proud to admit that Ive been
there more than enough times. The conflict could, and should, have ended
there. In my pride, I came to face Her again for more heated words.
Eventually, I had to leave. Again, a great chance to end the squabble.

I stewed over the matter for a few days, and finally my rage boiled
over. I entered Kinsarmar, found Her temple, and destroyed Her shrine. I
thought that this would calm my nerves, but it did quite the opposite.
In fact, it only made me more furious. Then I looked for another shrine,
but couldnt find one. Vadush Snowdrifter, out of kindness, offered to
show me to another shrine within Celidon under the impression that I was
trying to make my peace. I assured him that I meant Her shrine no harm,
and only wished to help sanctify it as my form of apology. I waited for
just the right time, and struck again. This was indeed my greatest
crime, as I had betrayed a member of my own family.

I may ramble a bit (I blame Harkers contagious mannerisms) but the point
is this: I committed terrible crimes against a Goddess, two cities,
several friends, and my own family. The shame will live with me forever.
To all who were affected by my temporary lapse of reason, I would like
to offer my most sincere and heartfelt apologies. We may not always see
eye to eye, but I crossed several lines that should never have been
crossed. Ive paid my fine to Kinsarmar, apologized to those directly
involved, and am currently working out the terms of my apology to
Celidon. The last burned bridge to repair is my standing with the
followers of Eloweth. I hope that this will help to heal the scars.

In other words, Im sorry.

Far Wanderer, Airhman Snowdrifter, Defender of the North


Penned by my hand on the 12th of Vita, in the year 478 AD.