Now that it is the 25th of Artificium, my contract with a Stavennite has
expired and I won't be attacking Antioch any longer. So stay out of my
way and you have nothing to worry about concerning me.

The main reason I wish to post however, is to publicly raise issue with
my treatment from Kinsarmar. I spoke with many people before beginning
my little mercenary project, and quit Kinsarmar so that I would not be
breaking the "fraternization laws" by working with Stavennites. Shortly
after the start of my work, I was branded an enemy of the city, for
breaking the social laws of a place I had packed up and moved out of in
every way possible.

I spoke with Brandeis on three occasions about my plans to sell services
to Stavenn. He told me that as long as I didn't break Kinsarmar law, I
would have to quit Kinsarmar, it would be all right. After being kicked
out the Mages and enemied for working with them, I was told that
services did not include mercenary services. Shortly before that
happened I pointed out that it did not say anywhere in the guild laws
that Mages without citizenship could not fight as allies with
Stavennites, and was told not to split hairs. I was also told that I was
not going to be allowed to argue my case since I was enemied to
Kinsarmar. See above, I took as many lengths as I could to avoid being
enemied to Kinsarmar. A friend told me the reason for my being enemied
in the logs was written something like "I -consider- what she has done
treason", without an actual attempt to site laws.

Now, I understand that some of you feel betrayed. And I am very sorry
that you see it that way. But without going into too much detail, what I
am doing is frankly for your own good. If you don't want to admit what
is good for you, then fine, I am certainly not going to be the first
with wildly differing views on this sort of thing. Perhaps it is ironic
that my mentor is Ryax. I didn't agree with his attempted coup, and
didn't follow him when he asked me to, but have ended up with the same
status as him all the same.

In closing, I was never more than a denizen in Kinsarmar. I didn't grow
up there, but immediately gave the city everything I had as soon as I
moved in, and the pats on the back were enough for me. I had expected to
still spend most of my time there after removing myself from the
official roster. To say I'm disappointed would be an understatement, and
I am asking you publicly now to reconsider as my messages have been met
with only insults.

Penned by my hand on the 25th of Fas, in the year 489 AD.